Two hours a day, everyday this week I have been at SYN. Whether I have been just hanging around, doing a show on radio or sleeping in the corner of the studio. I think I might genuinly miss it. Which is wierd. And then theres school next thursday which is going to be the biggest bitch of my life. The first day of school is always the worst I reckon, because its the summer holidays when everyone really begins to be mature and change physically and mentally. And then its the first couple of weeks of school when you start to decide if you like what people have become.
R.I.P THE AWKWARD STAGE.
I LUR YEW.
Monday, December 20, 2010
Look, I know I haven't seen you in about a month, and I know now that you have made better friends in New York and there are more important people in you life now, but jeez, what ever happened to best friends? Best friends used to mean that we would tell eachother everything and never fight and always have something to talk about, and that we would occasionly miss eachother, and your best friend always comes first, and you never ditch them for other people. But I don't think you ever knew the meaning of Best Friends so lets not worry about it. Seriously don't worry about it, I am sure that you wouldn't anyway.
Thursday, December 16, 2010
Its been a crazy long time since I even thought of doing a post, but every word I type right now seems to be filling a little hole in my heart. I missed the comforting way that a blog seems to be a best friend that doesn't mind listening to your shit constantly, its pretty damn enjoyable. So its been one of those years that you sort of regret, but not enough to want to erase it all. I've been in love, I've made friends, I've lost friends. I've gained trust and lost a little, I've learnt more secrets than I could've ever wished to, and I've almost had a breakdown. But 2010 has gone so quickly that I didn't even notice how much I've matured and how good I feel, so its making the pain a little better. Some final words: "In my stars I am above thee; but be not afraid of greatness: some are born great, some achieve greatness, and some have greatness thrust upon 'em."
Saturday, May 29, 2010
I haven't posted a blog in such a long time, frankly, I completely forgot I had made one. Our school production has finally finished, though we were all sad to see it go. And I have now come to the realisation the I have to get Braces in four days. Oh, no, there is no getting out of it this time. I will be train tracks for about a year and a half. With my glasses and braces, I will be the laughing stock of the school. Joking, but seriously, its going to be the worst year and a bit of my life. Oh well, many people have to deal with them at some point in their life. Sucked in. Everything seems to be getting a little better, which is always a plus. But I have so much homework to catch up on, its not funny. Well it sort of is. But it isn't really. I think I may have to be a little more religious with writing a blog, because I had forgotten how much fun it really is. Its like having my own little corner in the interwebs, where people can just read and enjoy and have a little giggle at my life. I just want to leave you with one thing though. I am not, let me repeat, I am not a Nerd.
Thursday, April 22, 2010
7 things that are pretty cool in my books.
Cardboard boxs. They can be a car, a plane, or a nifty hiding space.
Regina Spektor. Beautiful women. Beautiful voice. Love ♥
Mi Goreng. Bloody Amazing.
Frankie Magazine. Comprehende?
My oh so lovely friends.
La la la la la la la. aka. singing.
Chuck Norris. Hahahahahhahha.
Sunday, April 18, 2010
Your the most amazing person I know, your kind, lovely, a great person to be around, and your fucking hilarious. You pretty much make my life complete. The only problem is I fucked it up and I'm sorry. But you need to know, that as much as I care about you, I need to know how you feel, and I can't wait forever, even though I wish I could. I can wait til the end of the week for you. And then, I'm afraid, it'll be time to go. If you haven't made up your mind, then I'll have to deal with it my own way. Its been amazing having you as a friend, like absolutely fucking brilliant. I just wish that I hadn't wrecked it.
My mum and I went for a really extensive (not really but sort of long) car trip today. I hate cars. They are yucky and stuffy and they make me feel really chlostriphobic. But it gave me some quiet time to think about everything that is happening in my life at the moment, which is quite an important thing to do. And then I realised. Why do people make such a big deal about everything? Is it because they like the attention, or that they don't know how to deal with it any other way? People confuse me. And its really uncomfertable when you read someones blog, and you realise its about you.